Magic Moments

Magic Moments

Sharing an orbit with a child with Down syndrome has more than its share of magic moments, those instances where the clouds part and what’s really important reveals itself. When they happen, you can’t help but stop and think about how lucky you are to have her in your life.

On Mondays and Wednesdays, I take my granddaughter to therapy before dropping her off at preschool. She is an active, inquisitive three-year-old who enjoys the little things in the world around her with an enthusiasm I wish everybody had.

Here’s a typical day:

I pick her up about a half hour before therapy starts, helping her mother with the toothbrush, the hairbrush and gently containing Juliette’s desire to laugh and play, rather than focus on getting pretty. She opens the back door and holds my hand as we navigate the one step down to the driveway. Sometimes she will bolt for the refrigerator or daddy’s tool box to explore the treasures there, so I try to account for that flexibility.

When we get into the car, she touches her nose. That’s the “Me” sign that is my queue to load Michael Bublé’s Save the Last Dance for Me into the car radio and turn it up loud. I croon it to her as she choreographs his words with her hands, singing it at the top of her lungs in her own Venusian dialect.

When the song is over, she may say, “again” (several times). More often she becomes a Disney Tour Guide, pointing out the scenery as if she were leading the Jungle Cruise. Her words are still pretty much monosyllabic but increasingly she strings some together, eliciting excited praise from grandpa. On occasion, she stuns me with a perfect sentence, a clue to what that amazing brain may yet be capable of.

When we get out of the car, we have our rituals. We stand under the steeple-like architecture of the entry way and shout “hello” to hear it echo back at us. She presses the button to unlock the door to the lobby, greets the women behind the counter and makes a beeline for the book box. There are usually a few minutes for her to read something to me, often backwards or upside down, just to show how unimportant many of our conventions are.

When the therapist arrives, she waves “bye” and tramps behind her teacher for an hour of early intervention.

When the session is over and they return, I ask her to describe her experience. Juliette will say a word or two as the therapist briefs me on what I can do to support her work.

Then it’s off to preschool. Her Parents mainstream her there and that has had a huge impact on her development. She potty-trained herself when she saw the other kids doing it and is a little organizer in class, using hand signals and the words “yes” and “no” to lead her troops.

Three-year-olds are still wide open and loving. They surround me, the only grown-up male in the room, all talking at once.

I hate to leave.

In the midst of this daily drill, moments of magic often occur. Monday brought forth one of those moments.

Juliette returned from her therapy session with two other children. A five-year-old boy who seemed to be the therapist’s escort and a beautiful eleven-year-old girl who also is blessed with Down syndrome.

The eleven-year-old explained to me that Juliette “usually walks slow”. I know she likes to inspect every treasure along the hallways. But today, she marched right alongside of her two friends. “She stayed with me today,” her older role model said with a smile. Juliette nodded enthusiastically, clearly looking up to this tall and more experienced girl.

I pondered this magical trio. I know that the clients ebb and flow and it may well have been the first time these three had been together. But you would have thought that they were lifelong friends.

When I asked Juliette if she was ready to go, she turned to her companions and gave them each a huge hug. She only got up to the belt line of the eleven-year-old but was able to hug the boy just like she sees her parents do, gently and authentically, almost bracketing the intensity based on how her partner was willing to accept the affection.

“High five?” the eleven-year-old asked.

Juliette obliged them both.

“Bye Jules!” they both said as she turned toward the door.

When we get to the car after therapy, I record a brief video with Juliette to send to her mom and dad. I had a hard time getting through this one. The sheer unconditional love and unrestrained elation that radiated among that trio melted my heart.

I thought about all of the horrific tragedy in our world and how so much of it is connected to exclusivity and disenfranchisement. These are concepts that these kids just don’t understand. Differences are just differences, nothing more than pointing out the primary colors of puzzle pieces that Juliette has learned to carefully combine into a complete picture, smiling and pointing when it comes together.

The tool kits we are given at birth may be populated differently. But the fundamental commonalities we share as human beings far outweigh the things that some may try to use to separate us.

I knelt down to kiss Juliette goodbye, the last of the rituals before leaving her in the hands of the preschool team. She pecked me. I made the “I Love You” gesture. She did too. And so did a couple of her classmates. Such is her influence among her peers.

Juliette turned and walked confidently in the direction of the action. The class was getting ready to go out to the playground. My usefulness was over, for the moment, and she was ready to engage in whatever adventures the day had to offer.

We all come with “Special Needs”. Some have more visible needs than others. The miracle super power which lives in that extra chromosome is the ability to recognize and accept everyone for who they are, to include them in your circle of discovery and to love them without condition.

I sat in the car and wiped away the tears my masculinity had been effectively hiding in the classroom.

What would it be like if we judged others as Dr. King admonished, “by the content of their character,” and not by what we see? What would it be like to believe that everyone has potential beyond the capabilities they display? And what would it be like to accept everyone, including ourselves as valuable, worthy human beings?

This little girl, whom we were told would take “the scenic route” to maturity has already answered these three crucial questions in a way that some, so called “normal” adults never will. When you are truly loved and accepted, it’s almost impossible not to reflect the same thing back in return.

As my granddaughter’s preschool receded into the rear view mirror, I felt grateful to be able to witness the magic moments, as this wonderful girl lives her life with delight and enthusiasm.

And I realized that, again this week, it was Juliette who was the teacher. And I was the student.